Blogging

i know i should be bloggin. posting everything. i wake up in the morning and think... today i will blog. i get coffee and think... blog. i grab somethin to eat and think blog. and yet i don't. days pass and i don't blog. infact, i have grown a slight aversion to the computer of late... mostly because it just makes me feel so homesick. i miss my people. and the lack of job interest is just disheartening. i've been waitin for 5 days now to hear back on this job with DeVry. my mom with the inside track says they haven't decided on anyone yet. she says no news is good news. but i figure if i didn't leave a good enough impression that they haven't choosen me yet... it couldn't be good. and honestly, i have no other leads. i will have to start over from scratch. it's just completely and utterly disheartening.

i started reading the twilight series. i finished twilight and i'm not thinking i will go to the ole B&N to scope a copy of theirs... just borrow you know. since there is no money to be had for buying and the library copy is checked out. it's not that it's that great of a book... but it's something to do beside wait yet another day to hear nothing. it's just somewhere to escape where homesickness doesn't exisist. they economy is fine. and people aren't sick laying in bed all day wanting you to wait on them.

so alas... i know i should blog. blog about birthdayness. blog about the upcoming arrival of chris and em next week. blog about the sportsbar and watching the lions game. about the church we've been goin to or anything else. but honestly, my heart just isn't there to do. i'm just hangin on.